He was a super meanie today (I totes provoked it. I sort of actually asked for it) and my butt hurts more than anything should hurt ever. It’s not even bruised, just these massive welts all over. They’ll be bruises soon, I’m sure. And he fucked my ass with very minimal lube and it hurts every time I move. And now I have to put in the plug for bed. Life is so nice and awful at the same time. Being a masochist is confusing.
To you have any tags you use for pictures of yourself?
I’ve actually only posted a couple pictures of myself on here and I don’t remember if I tagged them as anything. I’ll go through sometime and tag them. When I do, I’ll make a post about it. I’ll try to make sure I do that soon.
We’ve been experimenting with hypnotism lately and so far I really like it! Today he put me under twice, once to see if he could use it to suppress my gag reflex (it worked briefly, but mostly while I was still hypnotized) and once as an experiment with leaving me in a trance for a longer period of time which was really relaxing and left me slightly disoriented and super refreshed. For that one, he left me on the bed all tied up while he went to a short appointment thing (when I say all tied up I mean something I could easily get out of in case of an emergency because safety is important). We’ve been talking about leaving me tied for pretty much as long as we’ve been together and we finally got to realize that, which was really nice. A lot of the restraint was mental, but it paired well with the actual rope. Also, we played with a leash today and that was really fun and left lovely marks when he hit me with the loop. And we figured out that there are really convenient attachment points for it in my kitchen that let me cook while wearing it.